I know. I was listening.
Selfishness creeps in. Self doubt is knocking on the door of my heart. Why does our human side have to come out so ugly. Dying to flesh is a process.
I know. Its ok. You are my child. I created you.
I know that being uncomfortable is sometimes a good thing. A chance for us to grow closer to you, closer to being more Christ centered. Sometimes, I don't want to be uncomfortable. I don't like to NOT know the ending. I want my plan to be laid out. Just tell me Lord what your plan for me is. I will follow.
You have to be equipped. I am equipping you. Patience my child, I've got this.
Lord, why do some people get the big gigs? I want to move mountains for you. I want to change the world and tell everybody about you!
You are my child. Be in the moment I have given you. Allow me to guide you.
I am weak, Lord.
My child, I am strong.
I cry, and crumble into a million pieces.
I will make you whole.
I am ready to be all in! All for you! Use me...
I have already used you. I will continue to use you. I made you. I know your inner parts. Have faith my child.
You've got this?!
I've always had it!!
For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will hear you. You will seek me and find me, when you seek me with all your heart.